Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Well as usual my world cotinues to fall apart

Well I haven't been on here because I just can't face all the crap that is going around and me scrambling to make my family and my life bearable.  The one things I did not put in the last post because I was trying to be positive.  Well positive sucks and it don't work!  I lost the appeal and now have no worker's comp again.  The woman made her word and turned me down because I got my disability through OPERS.  The one thing that I do want to say just because I don't care anymore is that the woman was dressed like a whore.  She had red patent leather gogo boots, a very short skirt and even lower cut shirt.  Apparently this is her way.  When I told my doc about the hearing after it was decided he said well "I could have told you that you would lose with her,  because she absolutely hates me and has slandered me all over."   He has been in contact with her supervisor several times but she continues to deny any of his claims.  Now how is it fair that me an innocent person gets caught up in their petty ass stupidity. I now have to pay back all of the money that I have gotten from workman's comp.  Pay it all back over $10000.  Now where in the bloody fucking hell am I going to get $10,000.  I can't pay my bills.  We've been on food stamps and I have to come up with $10000.  Well guess you can't get blood out of a stone.  My house isn't worth what we own on it. and my truck well it's a piece of shit.  So good luck guys I have NOTHING!!!!

And then there's more.  When they approved for the doctor to get paid apparently it was a pending.  As far as I knew it was marked approved.  I saw no pending on it or any other documents.  All of a sudden I get a denial for what they had already approved.  Well great now I have yet another hearing this Friday (the 13th.  Now come on who has a hearing on Friday the 13th.)  This one is to determine whether my doctor is going to get paid or not.  I've been seeing him since May at least 2 if not 3 days a week.  If they deny this I am stuck with paying this too.   I think he knows he's not going to get his money because all of a sudden he is very interested with making his case why he should see me.  Now where was he when I was trying to get my money.  No where near studying and making his case on why my back is messed up and that the nursing home was responsible for my injury.  I guess I'll have to lay it in the hands of fate because there is nothing more I can do about it.  They can't take anything, I have nothing.  And I give up.

Kitty Chaos